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Saturday, 23 August 2014

- my FIFI...RIP

today 23 of august... 11.50am
my pet FIFI leave me.... she go somewhere far

i cant believe that yesterday night was the last night i played with her.

when she is still here,
whenever i open door, she will wave her tail, very happy looking at me.
whenever i stalk her through the window, she will happy keep turning around.
whenever i bk home, she will always welcome me.

but now,
whenever i open door, no one is barking.
whenever i stalk her through the window, no one there for me to stalk.
whenever i bk home, no one welcome me.

every time before i sleep, i will look at her at the window before i go to room.
it becomes my habits, although i just had her around 6 to 7 months. and just now i did the same thing, but....there is empty.

i still remember i saw her sitting very women cross her front leg and doze out... that moment she is so so cute.

now i cant see it anymore, cant touch her, cant help her bath... everything had become my memorable moment in my mind... i only can imagine myself n recall the scenario i had been with her.

she is very naughty and playful. my leg always bleed because of her. now the scar on my leg reminds me of her.

i feel very lonely and i miss her a lot.

about two weeks ago, i told my mum that i planning to work part time on September and save money to bring her for spay.
and now i don even had the chance to save money for her anymore.

she die very sudden without any symptom. the last moment i saw her, she already lying there with her last breath...


RIP my FIFI.... you will always in my heart.