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Tuesday, 26 November 2013
-Things we can do when we are bored.
Thursday, 14 November 2013
-my mask, a gemini mask
'mask'
i believe that most of you have read something about yourself such as horoscope or zodiac things...
i cant say i don believe on it, may be just half half or 90% is trust (ok it depends)
zodiac...hmm i'm not it. but for horoscope- yea i have some knowledge about it (only gemini)
my birthday falls on 22 may, its obvious my horoscope is gemini...
today i going to focus on one!!!! which the double side of gemini!!!
it doesn't means that all gemini have two side!! NO!!....
what i mean is * ok i donno about other gemini, but for me, it is true!!!!* gemini like me love to wear different types of mask in different place. what it means??? haha its easy....
1st example:
when people doing something bad to you. in front of them you will act like nothing happen, its ok, i don care.... but actually i CARE...!!! i act like i don care, i wont rmb... but actually i REMEMBER....
i remember everything!!!!.... if you ask me who bully me when i first come to KL i will tell you everything...
who hate me, i know...i just pretend that i doesn't know and wearing that mask and being friendly like best friend in front of them.
this is not call FAKE... this is how gemini PROTECT themselves.
2nd example:
i think gemini are the good and professional actors...!!! they can act differently in front of different people.
when gemini go out shopping with group A... gemini will merge in and be like them
when gemini go out with a bunch of crazy friend, gemini will be as crazy as they cn to be with them
when gemini go out with rich people, gemini will also act like a rich princess or prince...
gemini willing to do anything just to be with the group.
this is not call FAKE... this is how a gemini show how much they APPRECIATE the relationship among them.
even though, behind every fake there must be a reason....
but seriously!!!! i had myself being fake- shouldn't say fake! is i had myself who wears mask wherever i go because of this i had done many things that makes me feel very regret...
the two examples that i share out is what i experience...
i will always protect myself because i feel insecure.....
i really appreciate each relationship in my whole life... it doesn't matter we are just hi-bye friend or just know each other few days.... i appreciate it very much...!!! i appreciate all relationship (family, friends, love ones).
i appreciate my pass, now and future.
Sunday, 10 November 2013
- my intern started last week
suddenly i felt bad to myself... it supposed to be my memory when i get older but...i din update anything.
how cn i review bad my memory when i am old....
reasons every where!!!!!!
back to the topic!!
i started my intern at 1st november...
it is a brand new experience for me as this is the first time i step into working society.
it is diff than you thought of.. but yet it was totally cool...
able to met new friend...
ohya, talk about friend i mean my new colleagues, they are all so cool and awesome...
they are friendly when i first came in, we tend to have lunch together a few times. but i still mix with them.
the things there talk, i mean the topic itselfs was different and this makes me just cant have a good conversation with them. this is where i feel myself so fail.
in working part... i thing everything goes well...
a bit bored because i have nothing to do.
supervisor did not task me anything...
but i do busy for the last few days of last week...
because i go ask for a job/ task to do from supervisor....
this is something i rarely do in my life...
i rarely ask for works to do... nvm ... i get praise by him after this ....
everything still under control...!!!!
the things i hate the most is JAM!!!!
morning go to work jam
finish work go back jam
every time jam
i always stuck in the jam
morning i need to take at least 45 min to reach my workplace but actually 20 min will do
go back even worst!!! need to take at least one and a half hour to reach home...
what i wish nw is... time pass faster....
so i cn end my intern faster
than i cn enjoy another year in uni
after that intern for 4 months
lastly.... totally an employee!!!.... oh my.... i really don want this kind of life....
Thursday, 12 September 2013
-Appreciate
1) You felt hurt when someone betray you
2) You felt hurt when you fight with your best friend
3) You felt hurt when you scolded by people
4) You felt hurt when you end your relationship with your love
5) You felt hurt when your family don't allow you to do things you like
If you feel hurt because someone betrayed you, forget about him or her. Be who you are, appreciate the one who truly care for you.
If you feel hurt because have a little fight or argument with your friend, forgive him or her and say sorry to them. Appreciate the friendship, in this world, is hard to find a true best friend that will advice you, support you.
If you feel hurt because you scolded by people, say thank you to them. Learn from mistake, be confident, be strong.
If you feel hurt because you breakup with your love, just let him or her go. If you really love him or her just wish them, wish him or her to find a better one because you yourself will find a better one.
If you feel hurt because your family rejected the things you want, you wish to do, you desire to have it, just listen to them. All parents want their child live happily, healthy and wealthy. What they do is good for you. Appreciate them, love them, respect them and give them a big hug.
Appreciate all of them, especially your parents, your family, your beloved. They can't always be by your side. One day, they might go somewhere far and never come back. Than is too late for you regret.
Appreciate all the people you met, you be with. Time won't go back to where they come from, time will always do their work, keep flying forward.
Let's appreciate them...
Thursday, 6 June 2013
-my last weekend
at first, I really felt worried because the group members wasn't choose by us.
of course, I felt awkward, worried, nervous and scare about the trip.
from stranger > classmate > group mate > and now friend
after the few days trip, I really great that our lecture gave us this task and assign me into this group. they were awesome!!!!!!
I do enjoy ^.^
and of course something will always pop up suddenly to let you solve.....
everything must face some challenge only able to success....
yeah!!!! challenge complete....
now just need to level up ourselves to complete the higher stage.
"if you are friendly to people, people will be friendly to you" says one of the backpacker^.^
ya its totally true...... I so agree with it^.^ <3

I miss the cenang beach especially the last night we chilling there with Taiwan beer >.<
I miss the wave,
I miss the sand,
and I miss my sand castle.... even though we plan to make a nice castle and it end up become a mountain.... after that modified here and there it become x'mas tree ... lol ^.^
Monday, 6 May 2013
-my 505
for most of the Malaysian, it is the worse day in their life....
the world most dirty election ever...at first, I don't like to talk about all the political issue in Malaysia....
seriously, I don't even want to care what is going wrong...
when my friend told election's day is coming soon...
I just told her I will not register myself to vote if I am old enough...
but just few days ago...
something change my thought...
I wish I am old enough to vote...
I wish the party that I support will win...
I wish Malaysia have a good leader to us... not corrupt our country!!!
I wish everything can change to a better side after the election...
cheat
money
power
this three words change my thought
cheat..... 'they' can cheat in front of us, the media to get the result 'they' want..
money..... 'they' use money to buy votes, where is the money come from???
power..... 'they' use their power to control everything -- especially the number of votes....
give Malaysia identity cards to those who are NOT Malaysia....
give money to those who are NOT Malaysia....
to get more votes
I really do not know what words I can describe 'them'
this is so DIRTY!!!!!
we will not give up...
I will continue to support the party that I feel they worth to lead the country...
lets UBAH together.... If this time we lose because of the dirty tricks they use...
nvm... after 5 years when another election day comes
we 90s will give our precious vote to PR
we will never give up.... 1758 will continue!!!
we want a CLEAN election!!!!!!
Friday, 3 May 2013
-my bff's birthday surprise





29th june 2012,
jengjengjeng's birthday....
*we celebrate everyones birthday!!!!! (all of us)
organize by diff manager..... lol!! ^.^

3rd jul 2012,
we participated in this berry berry powerful thing....
still remember your creative slogan for this???


crazy together

dance together

first time go taylor lakeside university together!!!
remember there is swan there!!!
than we go sunway pyramid and u fall in love of the aunty Annie's or annes??? I donno how to spell>.<
our dinner at fish market

we interview joeyee's psychology teacher....
dinner at thail restaurant
and dessert at....?.... erm... forgot the name>.<

we always in a group...
have our presentation together

go KLPAC


November,




still got lots of things I did not mention.....
Thursday, 4 April 2013
-my first week of april
most of the bad things happened this week....
hope that tmr onwards wil b a better day for me...
I know is hard because my exam starts on next Monday...
have to rush my visual comm assignment that the due date is on next Tuesday...
sigh.... so much thing so little time....
this is what a lazy and like to procrastinate ppl like to say...
at the beginning of the year... I told myself
3 resolution
first- no more procrastinate
second- stay healthy
third- improve my social circle...
actually I gt lots of resolution....
just list out the important one....
ok...come bk to my april...
april fools day... no one fool me.... I din fool anyone too... boring day ....
boring class.... and useless lifestyle....
second of april....
haha... is our visual comm progression checking day..
most our ideal cant use.. but our lecture din reject as well... just need to generate more ideals from that one ideals....
hmm it sounds a bit complicated... lol
yesterday.... because of our mr ck.... I purposely went to school just to take my marks...
than G.I JOE 2... what a awesome movie.... all characters inside are so handsome...!!!! love them... except the president...=.=
after that steamboat lalalla....nom nom...yummu babe!!!1 <3
after that my car broke down at the highway...T,T....
that moment really found myself shit!!!1 I donno what to do.....
than got 2 indian guy... drop by and help me....
I said nvm but they still help... yet there ask for money....
luckily I was save by my fren's mom....
if nt my rm hundred plus gone....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
in conclusion.... Malaysia .... there are many types of ppl..... especially the dangerous one....
the police here really...... sucks lol...>.<..
Saturday, 30 March 2013
-my awesome classmate
before that let me blog something that happened on that days morning
early in morning, we had our final individual presentation that worth 40 marks.
on that day everyone of us were very nervous...
but yeah.... we done a very good job...
everyone were so good and confidence..
sigh... only me...I abit too nervours in the beginning and ruined my whole presentation...
but luckily I manage to calm down myself... so after that I am better.. but still there was a scar on my presentation...
donno that is too lucky or what... 22 student all have diff topic except mine..
my organization were clash with another ppl... sigh!!!!
ok... lets go bk to my dinner
tada.... heres the group pic....really enjoyed my night with them....
we go to Manhattan fish market at midvalley megamall...
honestly!!! is not delicious at all....
the dishes are totally different from the menu..
seriously will nt go there anymore!!!
but my purpose that day was nt taste how delicious the food is ...
my purpose on that day was to know my classmate better!!!!!
we are all form diff part of Malaysia...
even some of them are Indonesian
I am glad to have all those friend...
really make my life more fun and meaningful...
learn a lot as well^^
after having 2 hours dinner....
we go walk walk ...
the fun things was... we keep taking pic...
is like 10 step one pic.... haha^^

my hungry face at the beginning... lol...^.^
love you all^.^
Saturday, 23 March 2013
-my saturday, my dream
just wanna share with u what I learn today^^(23/3/2013 sat)
currently, there is a cartoon movie call 'the croods'
I watch this movie twice...
first time I watch I just laugh from the beginning till the end...
but the second time, I did nt laugh
I started to analyse the story.... haha ^.^
u know what...
this movie gives me the confident and the power to achieve my dream.

this girl call EEP....
for me, in the movie she has a dream
she do nt want to stay in the dark, she want to explore the outside world. she wants to go towards the sun. she wants to go to the tomorrow.
this reflects to us, nt in the good but our wrong side
last time, we use to fight with our parents for our freedom. after u fight for it... the freedom u get is to go shop, go cyber café, go clubbing. why nt u fight for ur dreams??? like the character in the movie itself...
I do believe everyone of us have dreams.
I dream to be a super star
I dream to be a very famous people
I dream to be a designer
I dream to be rich
I have lots of dream.....
nw my dream is to be a successful people!!!! nt a very specific dream... but is still a dream!!!!
this is what I want in the future....!!!!
start thinking of ur dreams nw....
Monday, 18 March 2013
-my thought
but...~
this is the conversation
my thought: I think I know the answer.
confidence: are u sure??
my thought: ya.. am I sure the answer that I go to say is correct....
confidence: think twice!!!
finally
my thought: you r right.... I not sure the answer....
so the result - I just sit there quietly....
because what??
i'm lack of confidence.... and think too much =.=
hahahaha
Saturday, 16 March 2013
-my first post
so here I tell you what I usually did on my weekend.
first, wake up
second , eat
third, day dreaming
forth, eat again
fifth, online
sixth, day dreaming
seventh, eat!!!!!
eighth, sleep...
this is how I spend my whole Saturday....
so lifeless!!!
I want to change my lifestyle badly but my laziness is stronger than my thought.
in conclusion, I'm lifeless and useless...T.T
I feel myself useless because ppl likes to ignore me. (I already immune)
maybe my IQ and EQ are weak.... what I talk is nonsense for u all.
but still it actually hurts me (not much). at least, give me some respond..... lol....
this kind of lifestyle really makes me feel I'm lifeless and useless.
sometimes I will nt show out my emotion and thoughts because I appreciate our relationship.I WANT OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL LAST LONG!!!
Gemini needs friends!!!! seriously...
without friends I will feel lonely... and this world will become more dull to me.
for me, I do not want enemy. I afraid of it. I experienced it!!!! a lot....
I understand how it feels.... for me is really like hell!!!
that's why I like to keep everything in my heart instead of saying out...
I scare
I scare ppl hate me....
I don't want this happens on me anymore!!!!















