-my awesome classmate

wanna blog about my last few days dinner with my lecture and classmate.
before that let me blog something that happened on that days morning

early in morning, we had our final individual presentation that worth 40 marks.
on that day everyone of us were very nervous...
but yeah.... we done a very good job...
everyone were so good and confidence..
sigh... only me...I abit too nervours in the beginning and ruined my whole presentation...
but luckily I manage to calm down myself... so after that I am better.. but still there was a scar on my presentation...
donno that is too lucky or what... 22 student all have diff topic except mine..
my organization were clash with another ppl... sigh!!!!

ok... lets go bk to my dinner


tada.... heres the group pic....

really enjoyed my night with them....

we go to Manhattan fish market at midvalley megamall...
honestly!!! is not delicious at all....
the dishes are totally different from the menu..
seriously will nt go there anymore!!!

but my purpose that day was nt taste how delicious the food is ...
my purpose on that day was to know my classmate better!!!!!
we are all form diff part of Malaysia...
even some of them are Indonesian

I am glad to have all those friend...
really make my life more fun and meaningful...
learn a lot as well^^

after having 2 hours dinner....
we go walk walk ...

the fun things was... we keep taking pic...
is like 10 step one pic.... haha^^

 

my hungry face at the beginning... lol...^.^
love you all^.^

-my saturday, my dream

I'm nt going to tell u how I spend my Saturday....

just wanna share with u what I learn today^^(23/3/2013 sat)
currently, there is a cartoon movie call 'the croods'
I watch this movie twice...
first time I watch I just laugh from the beginning till the end...
but the second time, I did nt laugh
I started to analyse the story.... haha ^.^

u know what...
this movie gives me the confident and the power to achieve my dream.





this girl call EEP....
for me, in the movie she has a dream
she do nt want to stay in the dark, she want to explore the outside world. she wants to go towards the sun. she wants to go to the tomorrow.

this reflects to us, nt in the good but our wrong side
last time, we use to fight with our parents for our freedom. after u fight for it... the freedom u get is to go shop, go cyber café, go clubbing. why nt u fight for ur dreams??? like the character in the movie itself...





I do believe everyone of us have dreams.

I dream to be a super star
I dream to be a very famous people
I dream to be a designer
I dream to be rich

I have lots of dream.....

nw my dream is to be a successful people!!!! nt a very specific dream... but is still a dream!!!!
this is what I want in the future....!!!!
start thinking of ur dreams nw....

-my thought

I want to take a step out to volunteer myself in answering lecture's question and even my presentation. but my confidence always stops me. seriously, I don't want to collect dust!!!!!!!!!! (this is how my lecturer describe the ppl that never ask question in class) ^.^
but...~

this is the conversation 

my thought: I think I know the answer.
confidence: are u sure??
my thought: ya.. am I sure the answer that I go to say is correct....
confidence: think twice!!!

finally
my thought: you r right.... I not sure the answer....

so the result - I just sit there quietly....

because what??
i'm lack of confidence.... and think too much =.=
hahahaha

-my first post

my very first post!!!!!

so here I tell you what I usually did on my weekend.

first, wake up
second , eat
third, day dreaming
forth, eat again
fifth, online
sixth, day dreaming
seventh, eat!!!!!
eighth, sleep...

this is how I spend my whole Saturday....
so lifeless!!!

I want to change my lifestyle badly but my laziness is stronger than my thought.

in conclusion, I'm lifeless and useless...T.T

I feel myself useless because ppl likes to ignore me. (I already immune)
maybe my IQ and EQ are weak.... what I talk is nonsense for u all.
but still it actually hurts me (not much). at least, give me some respond..... lol....
this kind of lifestyle really makes me feel I'm lifeless and useless.

sometimes I will nt show out my emotion and thoughts because I appreciate our relationship.
I WANT OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL LAST LONG!!!

Gemini needs friends!!!! seriously...
without friends I will feel lonely... and this world will become more dull to me.
for me, I do not want enemy. I afraid of it. I experienced it!!!! a lot....
I understand how it feels.... for me is really like hell!!!

that's why I like to keep everything in my heart instead of saying out...
I scare
I scare ppl hate me....

I don't want this happens on me anymore!!!!