-my first post

my very first post!!!!!

so here I tell you what I usually did on my weekend.

first, wake up
second , eat
third, day dreaming
forth, eat again
fifth, online
sixth, day dreaming
seventh, eat!!!!!
eighth, sleep...

this is how I spend my whole Saturday....
so lifeless!!!

I want to change my lifestyle badly but my laziness is stronger than my thought.

in conclusion, I'm lifeless and useless...T.T

I feel myself useless because ppl likes to ignore me. (I already immune)
maybe my IQ and EQ are weak.... what I talk is nonsense for u all.
but still it actually hurts me (not much). at least, give me some respond..... lol....
this kind of lifestyle really makes me feel I'm lifeless and useless.

sometimes I will nt show out my emotion and thoughts because I appreciate our relationship.
I WANT OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL LAST LONG!!!

Gemini needs friends!!!! seriously...
without friends I will feel lonely... and this world will become more dull to me.
for me, I do not want enemy. I afraid of it. I experienced it!!!! a lot....
I understand how it feels.... for me is really like hell!!!

that's why I like to keep everything in my heart instead of saying out...
I scare
I scare ppl hate me....

I don't want this happens on me anymore!!!!